I am so impatient…
May 4th, 2009 by admin received 3 Comments »It seems like i have forgotten how to wait for things. And it’s in EVERYTHING! I can barely wait at a stop light, I feel like my Starbucks drink could be made faster, I freak out when my internet connection doesn’t go fast enough, nothing goes fast enough in my life. My wife and I are working on buying a house and we can barely wait for things to happen. If there was one BIG BUTTON I could push for it all to speed up, like a fast-forward button, I would soooo be pushing it! So what happened?! How did I get here? Why can’t I wait AT ALL?!
It seems as though I am being fed the knowledge that everything should happen when I want it to happen but I have found that its not true. For instance, If we were to have bought a house while we were in Oklahoma, we would’ve been stuck making a house payment while moving out to Arizona. That would’ve stunk!
I was looking at that situation, and there are many more of those in my life, and it makes me realize that if i got what i wanted when I wanted I would be in a world of hurt. Not that a house is a bad thing but it just wasn’t the right time. Through that situation and many others I have found my impatience. The urge to have things or do things or speed up things that aren’t meant to be sped up or aren’t meant to be in my life right now. So how do I gain that patience back? I have no clue but a life full of it makes me anxious and that’s no fun!
I am drawn to this verse in the Bible:
” 3 By his divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a godly life. We have received all of this by coming to know him, the one who called us to himself by means of his marvelous glory and excellence. 4 And because of his glory and excellence, he has given us great and precious promises. These are the promises that enable you to share his divine nature and escape the world’s corruption caused by human desires.
5 In view of all this, make every effort to respond to God’s promises. Supplement your faith with a generous provision of moral excellence, and moral excellence with knowledge, 6 and knowledge with self-control, and self-control with patient endurance, and patient endurance with godliness, 7 and godliness with brotherly affection, and brotherly affection with love for everyone.”
2 Peter 1:3-7 (New Living Translation)
So what am I in such a hurry for? One, I have all I need in Christ. Two, impatience gets you nowhere and gets me angry about NOTHING! Three, all things will be provided as they are provided…smell what I’m stepping in? :0)
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Usually when I find I’m getting impatient, it’s because I have too much going on in my life and I’m in such a hurry to squeeze it all in, I get upset if things don’t go fast enough, or according to plan.
When that happens, I usually cut out something that is taking up a lot of my time.
For me, it’s usually being involved in some hobby on the computer, like doing blogs, or playing games, etc. That’s when I just pull back and decide to spend more time doing NOTHING.
If you are constantly on the go…then you get impatient when things aren’t a-go-go-going…
Yes….we will talk about this tonight because I am in the saaaaame boat.
i have learned that having alone time with my hobbies and taking time for others has made me patient and having more understanding of what god wants me to do !!..